I am very mindful of what I will weigh when I step on the scale tomorrow. I have been riding the fine line for the last few months of not losing too much weight. If I lost 9 pounds, I would disqualify, if I gained I would disqualify, and my end weight (tomorrow) has to be less than my starting weight. It's exhausting, but I worth while. I would like to go into the surgery as low as possible, so I have less to lose post surgery.
All the appointments, all the tests, all the consultations, will culminate into something real. I am already thinking ahead to how I'm going to look at goal and have worked to change my diet and exercise habits. I have to say, it's a really exciting time. I already feel better mentally and emotionally just knowing a change is about to happen.
I'll keep you posted on how things go tomorrow.

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